Well, the Lord has His own timetable. 13 years ago Travis and I decided that it was time to have kids. 3 years later- along came Kassidy, our first Miracle. 2 years later, we thought we needed another one, so fertility treatments was us. On again off again for 5 years and 15 rounds of meds, shots, artificial insemination, tests, more tests, heartache, tears, barginning, more tears, hope, disappointment, the whole rollercoaster of emotions every month. Last April my doctor told us we had less than a 3% chance of ever getting pregnant I had "the most stubborn ovaries she had ever met". So we prayed a lot and decided that the Lord wanted us to adopt. So, we went through the process, no easy task I might add. And, we were blessed with our beautiful miracle #2 Kennedy. Now, we are Expecting Miracle #3, April 19th (7 days shy of Kennedy's first birthday). The Lord knew that we needed Kennedy in our home and Lily in our lives. We have been so blessed. There are no accidents with adoption, it is all a part of His plan. I am so grateful for His love and concern for me. I know that He knows me by name, He knows and has shared in my grief and has comforted me in my darkest times. I am not pregnant because we adopted. I am pregnant because that is what my Heavenly Father wanted for us. We are very excited.

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